Here's to...

...the night.

Man.

I really don't know what to write...nothing specific...so it's just going to be a 'stream of thought' blog. ^.^

It's really hot in here right now...I'm sweating...waiting on Aaron to get home from work. I want a hug. :(

...and I'm bored...and craving another one of those damn chicken sandwhiches from Chick-Fil-A...
Every single day...I swear.

YaY!!!
He's home. Silly boy. :)
I cheese sandwhich him!!
...even if he's Jay-Z. O.o

o.O

We strolled through fields all wet with rain
And back along the lane again
There in the sunshine
In the sweet summertime
Oh the way that young lovers do

Song stuck in my head. At least it's Buckley. :)

Jordyn Grey
Jordynn Gray

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*insert clever title*

*insert song lyrics*

I hate the 4th of July, it's the day that I sit around and think to myself, "everyone needs to die today..." but today...last night...this morning...was...

...different...
<2 @ Aaron.
You're amazing.
For real.

*insert song lyrics*

...I do love the rain today...means they canceled the fireworks show. Which I can't tell you how awesome I think that is.

...hey...fuck you too...I have a very good reason for hating the fourth.
It shouldn't be even allowed to be considered a holiday...
...psh...Independence Day.

Hrmph.
Who needs it?

*insert song lyrics*

...and right now I'm listening to Aaron being really cute talking about reviews...and quotes...or something..I was listening to him...honest I was!!
...but the listening turned into...kinda...just...staring. O.o

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*sigh*

Life feels amazing right now.
It really does.
I havent laughed this much in sooooo long.


*insert song lyrics*
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Chrysta

Safe and...

...ignorant...


I hope I don't wake up.
This is too great right now.


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Hello...

...my name is distance...

I know what I want...but I also know that this is going to be hard...I make the most horrible decisions for myself...and I always have.

I don't like getting hurt...can't stand it...but then again, who does right? I do know , however, that I needed to get hurt. There is always a reason for everything that happens...I believe that very strongly.

Sometimes I think I shouldn't feel like this. How I've been the past couple of weeks...I just get all these memories and it makes me happy...I hope to God that I'm not just using this as an escape..and that my mind isn't playing a trick on me.

...all I know for sure is that I'll be okay...I'll figure it out. I always have and I always will.

I'm not even sure anymore of what I DON"T want.

I'm just sure that I need my music. That's all I'll ever NEED. Feelings come...and feelings fade away...all kinds of feelings...love, hate...and everything in between. Always. They always have for me...but fuck if I don't know how to pick MY OWN self up and move the hell on. I'm too strong to let ANYONE ever have that much control over my life...though it is kind of a sad thing...almost...

I hate letting people get too close to me.

...but for some reason...

...I'm letting my guard down.

I trust this.
I trust this.
I trust this.

Whatever the outcome...

I'm okay.
I'm okay.
I'm okay.



...amphigory.
I know.
Apologies.



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Chrysta

I think it's safe to say...

...that I have had the most...interesting...weekend. I had a lot of fun. Sometimes I shock myself. Lol. But hey, live fast right? No regrets right? I live by those two things most of the time.

...that's all for now.

I'm just going to go and replay the weekend in my head a few times...


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Chrysta

I think...

I'm okay.

Make...

...this not hurt like it's the end of the world.

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